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    October 12

    Mirrors

    Journal Exercise: Mirrors
     
    I admire:
     
    Honesty, loyalty, trustworthiness, kind and caring people, and generosity.
     
     
    The qualities I most admire are:
     
    Loving, kind, and caring people.
     
    I don't like:
     
    Inconsiderate, rude, or cheap people.
     
    Qualities that most annoy me are:
     
    Unreliability, wishy washiness, indecisiveness.
     
    What do I really want for my  life?
     
    I want peace. I want to be content with where I am every single day that I am breathing. I want to be always kind, considerate, and assured of the person I am. I want good relationships.
     
     
    What am I afraid of?
     
    Being stuck, and always waiting to live tomorrow.
     
    What am I afraid of losing?
     
    Myself, security, the dysfunctional, psuedo comfort my insecurites have brought me. What will I do if I finally "let it all go."
     
    What am I afraid of gaining?
     
    Everything.
     
    About myself
     
    I love:
     
    How I look for the best in others. I have a soft heart and am very compassionate for the human plight. I have good intentions. I love nature and my never ending thoughts and questions.
     
    I hate:
     
    Self doubt. My fear of the unknown.
     
    I feel:
     
    I am at a crossroads.
     
    I can't feel:
     
    Peaceful in times of uncertainty.
     
    I would like to feel:
     
    Calm, at peace, at all times, and understanding I am no different or less deserving than any other human on this earth.
     

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    Ryanwrote:
    Happy New Year Candace,
     
    I'm suprised to hear from you so soon, a pleasant suprise =) That is wonderful to hear that things are going well and your career is going great =) I have been good. The job is going wonderfully and I've been keeping a smile on my face most of the time. Still a bit lonely but other then that its all good on my front. So where are you living now? Do you feel like you belong where you are now? I hope so.
     
    Take care,
    Ryan
    Jan. 2
    Ryanwrote:
    Hi Candy,
     
    How are you doing? It's been a long time. How have things been going? If you ever need someone to talk to I'm here for you sweety. Well seeing as how you probably won't get this anytime soon Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! I hope you enjoy your holidays darling.
     
    Take care,
    Ryan xoxo
     
    p.s. Are you still having insomnia? Because I used to have insomnia often but have since come up with many ways to help have it happen alot less if ever again. Though each person is unique so I can't make any gaurntees but I'm sure they would help.
    Dec. 19

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